The county asks that I do Well-Child checks on Charles Farrow on a somewhat regular basis. He usually responds well to email so I asked him yesterday, “Are you and Jim doing the Arrowhead 135?” Obviously this is a rhetorical question as Farrow has done it every year and a huge change in his mental and physical habitus would need to occur if he was to not toe the line. Jim is in the same boat. It’s also a form of self flagellation as I know that Farrow likes to correct the errors in my thinking often and usually without mercy.
His response today after I had shared my latest Cadence post as to why I was not training for the Arrowhead this year:
Farrow: “You contradict yourself:
Letz do pros versus cons....related to my question- Why are you NOT signed up for the Arrowhead?
I am missing the experience of training for a big event. (Tour Divide, Arrowhead 135, Birkebeiner) Okay...makes sense. Plus one for the Arrowhead.
I am trying to not believe that I need an extreme endurance event to learn new things about myself. A life not tested is a wasted life...Of course you need to test yourself. Plus two for the AH135
Extreme endurance events have have taught me a lot about myself over the years (Read any event that pushed me to my limits)...Yes. Plus three for doing the Arrowhead
I am craving new events and resisting the pull to do ones I have completed several times (Do I create these myself or commit to ones that are well vetted?) Why continue to do local races? So as to Support local race directors and their efforts. Good thing more people don't think that way. Neutral. AH135 is up three points in the pro category.
I am learning that no event, from dishwashing to racing, will be the same thing twice (Nothing stays the same, there are always new variables, new ways of experiencing) Yes. Another win for doing the AH135. Score so far: Cons-zero Pros: Plus four
With age, I am more amazed with my body’s physiology (Every body is fascinating in its adaptation, resilience, fragility, and capability) Yes. Body awareness is a good thing...neutral.
With age, I am getting more hypersensitive to minute changes in my body’s physiology (Is that A-fib or just palpitation? Am I getting sick? Why am I feeling light-headed…did I drink enough water?) Hey, forget that, you'll end up like (name removed)...or you will turn into a hypochondriac. N/A to AH
I think long distance athletic endeavors are a form of mindfulness (Being acutely aware of oneself, one’s surroundings, one’s movement through space.) Yes...Yet another win for the AH
Score: Don't do the AH-Zero. Do the Arrowhead-Plus Five.
I think long distance athletic endeavors are a form of mindlessness (On many rides and runs I often let my mind wander, not paying attention to where I am and subsequently receive sparks of creativity and answers to life’s riddles) Yes...
I am more appreciative of my time spent with loved ones and how fortunate we are (Children do grow up quickly and there are no guarantees in life)...Okay...Here is a win for the Cons.
I am interested in new experiences in new places with new people (Isolation is an epidemic in this country and I need group activities with people I do not know in places that are unfamiliar.)
Neutral.
So the final score is One point for Not doing the Arrowhead and Six points for doing the Arrowhead. Conclusion: Clearly if you are serious about following your own prescription for change, you should be doing the Arrowhead. “
Jeremy: And to all those fine folks racing the Arrowhead 135 this week, go get it. You won’t regret the experience no matter how it turns out.